2015. In one word – unforgettable.This year brought me so much that I can’t even put it into words. This year gave me a new identity. I became a mom to the most perfect of babies… He lights up my world. I am simply awestruck by his personality, his infectious smile and his giddy laughter. He defines to me the epitome of my own strength and growth and sheer ability to love unconditionally. He also defines the struggle that a woman can face to bring new life into the world and how you are brought on a journey so varied…
View PostIn the last 24 weeks, I have watched my whole world flip on its axis. Dramatic statement? Yes. Exaggeration? No. Let me explain. I am by nature an over-sharing individual. I am all about talking about how events in life effect me in big ways and in little ways, but when I came to know that the hubz and I were expecting our first child I literally was thrown into the whirlwind that is pregnancy. The hubz and I had just started to talk about potentially adding a baby to our little yet crazy world. I mean we had JUST…
View PostThe pain is a buzzing pain. It’s a kind of pain that happens in the background. It does not come to the forefront for me to be able to resolve it. It taunts me, doesn’t leave me alone. It’s been following me around like a dark cloud. I wake up with it. I go to sleep to try to escape it. I try to distract myself but nothing seems to make a difference. I feel entirely by myself in this struggle. Although I know that people are around me, I am missing a part of me. That void is creating…
View PostI am a passionate person. I have very strong opinions about things and I often try to be as open to other’s points of view as possible. But sometimes I find myself in situations, whether it be related to my family, friends, husband where the conversation escalades to a full blown argument. I actively participate in the argument as I have no problem with confrontation. Now the odd thing about me is that I can’t hold a grudge. In my life I have always thought that grudge holding was a colossal waste of our finite time on this earth. The…
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